I give, and I take away.
What I have the power to take, I also have the power to give back. That doesn't mean that I will. Just live what you believe: in My sovereignty.
If I hadn't taken this, you wouldn't see the situation for what it really is. Trust Me.
I love you. I want the best life possible for you. I want you to wrestle with questions instead of being pressured into feeling like you should have the answers. I want you to go into battle with the idea of who I Am, and come out stronger on the other side.
The time will come. I have heard your prayer. Let go of your timing. Let it go. It would have sucked anyway.
You are lost. you need me. You 'know' the right answer in your head, which makes it easier to arrive at your heart. But in the end, I do that anyway, so 'easy' is arbitrary.
Please just trust me.
Learn to do that.
Learn about yourself.
Learn about others.
Learn about Me!
You won't ever get this time back. Ever. This is your discovery time. Embrace it, pursue Me. Let me use you in others' lives, and I will do the same for you.
Don't get caught up in the misconception that there is no 'end goal.' The end goal is eternity, with Me. Not in this life. You won't find it here. You'll always have questions, more questions... and they will bring you closer to Me. They will mold you. They will create you.
Uncertainty is not bad. I welcome your doubts, your fears. I Am your Answer, I Am your Courage, I Am your Comfort.
I never let you go.
I have redeemed you.
I have come for you.